sooooooo fed up with BM and her finger pointing... I am TIRED
Well apparently I don't know what it's like to parent? Having skids for 8 weeks isn't being a parent. Letting them (her words and assumptions) sit on their ass and eat pizza and play x box isn't being a real parent. She and her BF are the REAL parents. They do the school days the sports and they do it without us. With NO help from SO. UM ok lets take TWO steps back for a second. Dear BM the bitch DIDN'T YOU make the choice to move 6 hours away from SO? How can we possibly help with skids in sports when you took them 6 HOURS away? And hold that thought too cuz as I have ALWAYS stated BM #1 expects me to give a FUCK about her three kids yet doesn't give a SHIT about my 2 kids. And her telling me that I have no idea what it's like to be a FULL time parent just shows her ignorance and her I don't care that you have kids but you better give a shit about mine attitude. Well news flash bitch ALL those clothes I got for skids for school (I felt bad and bought them some shirts and jeans) I returned. Because WHY in the HELL would I do something for somebody who doesn't even aknowledge me as a full time parent. Telling me I have no idea what it's like to have kids in sports and to get them to and from... ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?! I drive my son 50 miles EVERY DAY for school so he can go to a good school. I drive that during football, basketball and track season and usually at night to get him from his practices. AND I do this all alone. AND i work a FULL TIME JOB!!!!!! What do you do? Oh that's right you are a part time student living off of SO, your BF and the state. Reality check is what this bitch needs. I'm about sick of her mouth. I want so badly to just grab her by her hair and punch her dead center. My kids matter. My kids are JUST as important as her messed up angry selfish brat of a daughter................... I am angry this morning. Angry at all of it. Things for the most part might be getting better. SO yes he signed all the paperwork he needed to do do what we needed concerning BM # 1 and #2. But today I am just sitting here thinking even with that this bitch will never stop. She will always be a thorn. She will always call. She will always always be something I absolutely want to get rid of. And can I live like this........ I have turned off a lot of emotions concerning SO. Just because I am tired. But this anger I have I just don't know what to do with it anymore.
I don't know what it's like to be a parent........ wow. And for the record skids didn't sit on their ass all summer. Every single weekend we were out doing something. We had one weekend in the 8 weeks that we were lazy. I sent those kids to camp. Those kids were signed up for activities here in the town we live in. They played ball. They golfed. They went on walks with us at night. So screw you. And if your son is FAT that sure as hell isn't my doing. He came here over weight. Did you want me to FIX a problem you have created? Letting your child eat and eat and eat and eat isn't doing them any good. WE put a cap on that. Oh man I am just livid today.
Yes Bethl22 it is
Yes Bethl22 it is deep......... just downright exhausted. At this point I would like to just focus on myself and my kids. There truly is no drama there..... it is a safe place to fall for me.