I hate BM< and her disorganization and everything else. It's always: the kids are coming, now they aren't coming, then they are coming, but a different day, then 2 out of 3 are coming, then all 3, then back to 2. Make up your friggin' mind!!!

Then yesterday she said she didn't want sd7 coming because me and her dad always get in a fight and last time I yelled at sd7. Yeah, well I'd like to see her live my life and just sit there smilin' all day! How bout saying something to the kids about the way they treat me and my home? How bout that? How bout appreciating ALLLLLL the stuff I do for ALLL 4 kids ALLL the time?!?! I go way above and beyond anything I have to do and what's my reward? Being made to feel like I'm some kind of monster that can't even be around kids? Meanwhile, SD7 is crying her eyes out because she wants to come here. And who is she with when she's here? Me! Not her dad or anyone else. Just me! And are you gonna tell me she has never yelled at her? I always here about how everyone yells at her and she is so bad all the time at her mom's house. Here, I have very few problems with her and have yelled at her twice ever. I think she'll live.