RENEWED DETERMINATION!!!! 

I am SO.. So. So. Bored of being liked this. Quite apart from the fact that I can't breathe properly..

I can't *move* properly as my stomach gets in the way. All my other limbs also feel too large to bend properly in the way that they're meant to.

I can't even reach my toenails comfortably to paint them pretty colours like I used to.

I am completely *unable* to visualise how my life will turn out if I continue down this path.

It makes me miserable, and I'M SICK OF IT.

Starting from tomorrow I am cutting out ALL WINE! I am cutting down on CARBS! I will stop even *thinking* about chips and dip, or ANY other junk food! And don't even get me started on cheese. Nope. Not gona happen.

I can't remember where I heard this.. I think it may have been a greeting card or whatever. But hey. I'm going with it.

"Nothing tastes as good as being slim feels"

I do understand that some Stalkers reading TUT blogs are struggling in the other direction, and being *underweight* rather than overweight.

I am aware of that, and I hope I don't upset anyone by me remembering that quote.. But it's just something that stuck with me in my own personal situation.

I am ON IT this week. Like I said. Renewed determination. This is happening. Yep.

Oh yep. This time next week there will be a difference in my clothes. They will be looser. Yep.

DETERMINATION!!!! Yeeeaaahhhh!!! Yesss!!! Yah!!! I'm feelin it. Defo ;P