So today is my BD's 10th birthday. And for EVERYONEs bday I always make choc chip pancakes and put candle in it and we allsing happy birthday. And for EVERYONEs bday SD10 is jealous but the worst when it is my bkids bdays. So this morning the little brat of course sat there with an evil stare **** did not sing ****while the rest of us sang. My SD6 and SS7 sang but quietly and like they were forced to do it no smile nothing actually SS7 sat there with his head resting on his hand rolling his eyes. Ok and this is just in the morning. Of course my husband is not home and won't be home until 4:30-5 tonight(like every saturday). So I called my lovely SD10 out on her behavior.......I said oh what's the matter, can't sing because you're too jealous as USUAL!!!!! She said "NO!" with her usual eye rolling and attitude. I said and oh yeah just so you know, stop giving me your fake sarcastic comments like "your so pretty" because I KNOW what you have been saying behind my back to your mother, and i'm tired of you pretending to like me in front of your father and then going back to your mother and laughing about the things you do!!!!! Well she just turned her head and didn't say a word because she talks sooooo nasty about me to her mother and comes her and pretends to be all nice and says nice things but in a totally fake way, overly nice you know. And her sister and brother (my other 2 skids) do the same thing!!!!! I'm tired of this shit they treat me and my kids like garbage, my kids actually are very nice to them and it's sad to see my kids putting up with their stuff and still trying to be friendly and get along with them! That is how I raise my kids to be kind!!! So now I have been out in my back yard all day with my bkids while the skids are in the house (screaming yelling and raising hell-as usual) I just don't care any more i'm SICK of it. All these years of feeling sorry for these kids and trying so hard to help them and they still treat me like shit. I can't keep only blaming their BM, this is them too, especially the bull shit they are coming up with, they are such EVIL little children just like their mother. I can't believe that kids this young can be so DEVIOUS!!!!!!!!GOD please help me get through this......I love my husband so much but I know that this probably is NOT going to work between us.......and that is probably exactly what the skids BM wants, but I can't take being so unhappy any more, and I can't take my bkids being treated this way!!!!!!!!!