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1 APPT down, 1 to go... and I am done. Like, really done.

iwannagoback's picture

I am going to leave DH. I hope my courage does not fail me like it has in the past. I need to go.

DH does not treat me with the love & respect I deserve, he sets a poor example for my children when they observe the way he treats his children, and I DO NOT want to step-parent his children. The thought of living through SS5 K-12 and beyond, and the fact that SS17 might never fully be independent makes me suicidal. Literally.

I will fake it through the shrink 2night & hopefully start extricating myself from the biggest mistake I ever made.

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skylarksms's picture

I totally sympathize with you.

I am working on my exit plan too.

My problems are not so much with the skids or BM (anymore) but the LACK of issues with them have shown me deeper issues that cannot be resolved...

Your sanity and health are worth everything. Don't let anyone destroy them, not even your H...or his kids.