Today I'd use the chatroom

I'm normally really private, but today is a really bad day. If there were a chatroom, today I'd be in it. At least until I'm too plastered to see straight.

Sorry - I'm generally levelheaded. I guess I fall under the philosophy of go big or go home. When I lose it, I really lose it.

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I was doing a puzzle, but

I was doing a puzzle, but it's not enough at this point. I've been drinking a little so soon I hope I'll be able to sleep.

The thing is, I know it's supposed to be bad to use alcohol that way, but I'm not sure why. If it keeps me from doing anything stupid, and I'm safe in my house, what's wrong with drinking until I can sleep?

Is that really controversial?

I hate when I'm down. Because I've worked really hard for the insight that I have, and I really do believe in all the positive things I communicate to other people. But no matter what I do, I still have my demons and occasionally they still get loose.

I'm sure I'm not alone.

Oh Liz ~~ i feel ya ~ you

Oh Liz ~~ i feel ya ~ you are NOT alone..... lay on the couch and watch a movie while you're drinking that always knocks me out after i already have a buzz... or read, that will knock you out in a heart beat...

i hope your day gets better after you get some zz's...

I have stepmonster - actually

I have stepmonster - actually I may read that now. But I have to say, SO is really good at handling boundaries and everything with BM. It's not that. It's other relationship stuff. I know everybody goes through it.

I can't do anything strenuous cuz I'm still recovering from minor surgery - but I think I'm going to go lie down with the Kindle and hope I nod off.

Thanks for the encouragement.

Thanks guys - I'm doing much

Thanks guys - I'm doing much better now. For the moment. (sigh. what can you do?)

I really appreciate the positive thoughts.

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