Thank GOD I found this site!!! I thought I was nuts. I really don't like my soon to be step son. He's not bad, says I love you like 8 times a day (literally) and introduces me as his step mom even though his dad is still legally married to his bio mom. The thing is, I just don't LIKE him. I dread being alone with him, I don't miss when he's gone and just really don't enjoy the parenting thing. I try to be positive and leave him notes and cheesy crap, but when he says thank you and gives me a hug I want to run to my room as fast as I can.