that feeling of suddenly realising what the hell you got involved in!
I love my other half, I genuinely do. His family on the whole are nice, hardworking people who generallyIhave manners and respect and morals. birth mom, her family lack all of the about and more. my family and my ex are the same as other half
last night, OH was on his night shift, gets a call a 4 in the morning to tell him that SS17 had been pushed so hospital. I get a text from OH telling me he is there. I wake up to text and ask if all is okay. turns out SS17 went on his usual drink bender but decided to mix it with cocaine, ecstasy and something else, collapsed, had a seizure and was now on a drip. He lied, as per usual, said he hadn't talon anything, his drink was spiked, etc. we all know different. nobody could get hold of BM, designed countless calls and messages. so OH had to go. If still not home, B M apparently on her way after eventual contact was made, that was nearly two hours ago.
What the hell did I get myself into!? why do in continue to deal with these poxy kids of his? why do I continue to deal with OH! ?. This is his kids, this is their life. maybe if will stop being a Disney when the ultimate happens, which I can see happening sooner rather than later. I wish I had known so much more at the beginning, my choices would have been so so different.
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The teen is lucky he didn't
The teen is lucky he didn't manage to kill himself with that stunt. For his father/mother's sake I hope the kid is ok. Losing a child is a terrible thing (even if under the sad circumstances of causing their death by their own stupidity).
Perhaps something positive will come from this incident. Perhaps light bulbs will finally go off as to the path of destruction they all have been on with their drug/alcohol abuse. Will SS be going to rehab when he's ready to be released from the hospital?
Sending you a cyber hug as you'll be having to deal with a lot over the next few days.
That sounds like a lot to
That sounds like a lot to deal with, I'm sorry. Is there a change he will agree to rehab and AA?
I remember asking myself if
I remember asking myself if I'd known at the beginning what I knew now, if I'd have made a different choice - probably not, what is it about love that makes us so stupid? :?
Stay out of it, it's not your problem to deal with. Just support your DH - I couldn't imagine losing a kid, and the ALMOST losing them is scary to say the least.
Thanks all.....SS17 was
Thanks all.....SS17 was released later the same day.....OH returned home, exhausted at 10.30....he was OK to begin with, he saw me, then burst, he cried so hard.....
SS17 had collapsed after being drunk as a skunk and taking Ketamine, Cocaine and MDMA (hope they are all spelt right, I have no idea!)....his GFs family rushed him to hospital, as they couldnt get hold of BM, and OH had told them he was easily 2-3 hours drive away....they stayed with him......OH got there, SS17 was hooked up to a drip and monitors and was fitting quite badly.....eyes rolling back the lot......OH held it all well.........it all calmed down eventually.....SS17 maintained he was spiked, OH knows different, he knows he took it and he knows who dealt it.....not a dealer as such, a "mate", but someone that is known.......SS19 was incredibly supportive and grown up, he is maturing well, slowly, but getting there....as far as we know, this is a normal weekend for SS17, but this time he went too far....OH told him that this is a warning, if its something he is going to do then he needs to abide the rules (of which even I know).....OH said he cant "force him to do or not do anything, but can force the issue that he has had a warning and is so damn lucky to be alive!"......#
Its sad, I dislike SS17, and Ive wished in harm in my head too (ill be totally honest!).....but I wouldnt in reality.....I didnt find it hard to be sympathetic, its his own fault....but I did feel for OH...what a horrific experience to go through.....and no, it hasnt ended tragically either.......