dh discussed with bm the schedule, she agreed, said that her and mil would not be there when i took ss to games...except, opening day. its on our saturday. she decided she wants to be there, because its opening day and her brother will be there with his son, so she got the day off to go.........i said absolutely not, either she doesnt go at all or we(including ss) does not go, she cant pick and chose which weekends of ours she will take off and show up....i will be there alone, and she has started many drama filled events.

now its all hit the fan again, because we look bad to the team id ss is not there for photos and opening day....i feel very strong about not going though if shes there. if dh was taking him thats one thing, but it me alone that would be going to stand around by myself while ss runs off with bm

ugh, im so pissed, why did i fuck up my life and marry some one with a kid. such a fucking waste