I'm currently in school in Arizona. So, running on Mountain Time, right? I should have just stayed here for the weekend - it all would have come out the same, but cheaper!

I started getting sick on Weds. Ugh, nasty clogged sinuses and ears, and a cough.

You're supposed to be able to sleep in on weekends, right? These were my wake-up times (in MT, although I was on the East Coast Fri, Sat, Sun):
Thurs 1230am - to get the bus to the airport
Fri: 0430am
Sat: 0430am
Sun: 0130am - to get to the airport to come back.

I broke a tooth Saturday night, so it was an emergency dental appointment for me this morning. I can just now feel my lip.

We had a good visit with SD15, but because BM "didn't want to ruin our time" we found out AFTER SHE LEFT that SD15 is banging some 19-yr-old piece of bayou trash. Letting him into the house in the afternoons and around midnight. When SD15's best friend rolls over and tells BM the guy is bad news... he's probably a druggie or a dealer like half of her friends in that nasty town. We got wind that BM was mad at SD15, and confronted her - offered amnesty from yelling - she acted like butter wouldn't melt in her mouth, the there was NOTHING she was doing that would cause BM to go postal. Right.

So now, I'm thinking of telling SD15 I'm done. I thought she respected me. I thought she loved me. But the blatant lies and hiding, especially once she was confronted and offered a chance to tell her side of the story... She doesn't want me in her business, fine.

Fuck both of them. Fuck SD15 for being a nasty little liar, and fuck BM for fostering the kind of environment where SD15 can get away with that kind of behavior. Fuck BM for not letting us help FIX the fucking situation.

I didn't make this situation. I'm not allowed to fix the situation. SD15's getting a cold shoulder on the 23rd when she gets back to NC again. And screw DH if he says that's not fair.

I am so angry, and it hurts. I'm not going to let it hurt any more.