You are here

Monica's Blog

Another day, another pain in the ass.

Monica's picture

Submitted by Monica on Thu, 01/24/2008 - 9:01am

blah. That is my exact feeling today. Just freakin blah.

I tried to be nice this morning but everyone in my house had an attitude from hell. So I decided to stop trying to be nice. My day is off to a terrific start. Over the stupidest crap imaginable. Whatever.

SD won't be coming over for her EOW. BM has completely brainwashed her. She won't even speak to DH. He told her he loved her on the phone, she said "whatever, bye". This is just a kid, not even a teen w/an attitude.

A new day.

Monica's picture

Submitted by Monica on Wed, 01/23/2008 - 10:49am

Good morning ladies (and the occasional male)

Well, today is a new day, and I'm feeling alot better even though this morning held it's fair share of drama. BM is threating to take visitation from us again, because she tried to start the drama again and he told her to f*ck off again.

Now he is in a place where he doesnt even want to fight it. Says maybe it's for the best so she won't grow up in the middle of all of this.
There's no talking to him when he's like this either, I just have to ride it out.

Ok, I'm convinced

Monica's picture

Submitted by Monica on Tue, 01/22/2008 - 4:29pm

Alright guys.... I cried and guess what? I'm still alive. No one saw me, so that's good. (lol)

Anyways, I just wanted to say that now that I have completely gone off the deep end in here, I feel like I can't leave. You all have seen my ass so to speak, how could I leave?

.... let's see

Monica's picture

Submitted by Monica on Tue, 01/22/2008 - 1:40pm

i'm having a really really bad, rejected, sad, self pitying day today,

and i feel like no one on here even responds to my posts anymore.

thanks to those who have but i think im done... i just dont have anything left in me to keep up with anything but my kids.

bye

Monday, blah

Monica's picture

Submitted by Monica on Mon, 01/21/2008 - 10:40am

Pretty uneventful actually, but tonight the chaos will ensue. MIL is coming home and bringing BIL with her, so the house is going to be at max capacity to say the least. SD is coming this weekend for her EOW visit, and my girls are going away for their EOW at the others house. I'm already starting to get that tingly nervous feeling in my stomache because I know how it goes. Before and After EOW's always brings the unnecessary phone calls and txt messages from BM. It's her perfect excuse to call and get a quick thrill from DH's voice.

Loving Today

Monica's picture

Submitted by Monica on Wed, 01/16/2008 - 10:58am

*deleted/edited by user*

- MIL out of town for 1 week, YAY

Anyhow, DH and I are really getting along well lately too. Ever since he told BM to piss off and stop calling him, seems like we've reconnected in a big way. I hope it lasts... I know it will be great the next week since its just us and his dad at home. cross your fingers for me. I think I might even go home for "lunch" today. Wink

Pages