I found out that my still H is getting back togheter with BM, I just can't believe it, it makes me feel used and angry...and still heartbroken...how is this even possible?? I thought they hated each other, I guess he lied to me all this time...so now the whole idea of my child going to that Wh@r3's house makes me sick! no way!!

Hello everyone,

I really don't know how to feel right now...I'm mad, disappointed, sad...and don't get me wrong I don't feel bad about my relationship ending with my still H (eventhough sometimes i feel like i miss him but i think i only miss the idea i had of him) but i feel this way because of my son, his dad does not care for him, he haven't even attempted to see him, find out how he is let alone buy anything for him oh! but he keeps asking my sister in law for pictures of him...so he wants the pictures but he doesn't want nothing to do with his son?

My H and his kids left last tuesday, after a harsh month of me and my baby being ignored, when i got home they were finishing loading up the truck with their stuff (and some of mine)...and I felt sooo relieved and happy to finally take control of my own place again with nobody giving us a stink face