I have had only a few hours of sleep. Mainly cause I hate being by myself. I feel for the SD8 who does not know a stable home and may never get the chance since DH does not know stability or how to create it. After being left numerous times I really think it is time to throw in the towel and walk into a new life. A new fresh start that will hopefully be a little stress free. I won't have the SD doing sneaky things behind my back or talking to me the way she does. She is our main problem so now it is removed. I tried to be a mother to her like I was to my own kids but he never could see that and only seen me yelling at her all the time. Like I always said if he just could see the difference when he was not home. Oh well, you live and you learn. I just hate having to give up on a marriage.