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Ex cleaned up.....

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He is moving to north carolina, he wants to see his sons before he moves. (he hasnt seen them in over a year) i am conflicted becasue i have no problem with that but my husband will. He has been the sole provider for them and is angry that he shows up when he feels like it. I struggled with addiction and know what my ex is going through and getting clean and needing forgiveness..... Well i guess i just will do whats in my heart. IDK! Hopefully my ex gets signed to the AAA ball team up there and he will work for airline.

mirena..anyone

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get pregnant on it? I dont want anymore kids right now...thats why i got the 5 year mirena....

well my boobs are getting bigger and not milk but kinda the same looking stuff coming out....OMG

I read though that if you have had a child and breast fed and are under severe stress....which i am it can cause you to "remilk" becasue of too many hormones going through your body...idk

i always get morning sickness...not sick not late yet.....

I need to know if anyone else has had this happen

Being married is

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dumb sometimes. My MIL is trying to rotate when she takes my kids on little errands with her....except she always always always takes my SD. WTF? My boys have to take turns but she can go everytime. Then i find my hubby is working thurs (when SD is coming for day) and im jusst frustrated i am getting to watch her all the time and He looks at me all shitty and says what im sure its something to do with kaylei... I wanted to scream NO ITS YOU FUCKER! Everything is not always anout your precious friggin daughter. I know shes the #1 i am dog shit compared to the precious angel.

what do you do if your friends husband

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is at your house after a get together and is sleeping on the couch and you come out in middle of the night and he is texting another woman...on my phone! My friend he was texting is a good ffriend (and a lesbian) so idk why he was trying to get at her..... i slapped the back of his head and reminded him he is married and now he is sucking up to me... too bad i already told his wife hes a dumb ass. So now my DH babymama has found ou through the grapevine and has twisted it into it was my hubby....WTF wh are guys such animals.

i am my husbands babys mamas bitch~~!!!!

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WTF i watch my step daughter every tuesday thursday and she spends the night every friday night till 830 sat evening.... My husband works everyday(almost) long long hours like 17 hour days. Well tues and thur i look forewar to her only being here till 3 or 4.....well the BM's aunt and uncle decided to get a gym membership (which her fat nasty ass needs anyway) so she tell my MIL she is going to gym after work.....didnt ask me....so i think ok like an hour later wtf ever...NONO she shows up at 630! During dinner, disrupts everyone and to top it off my BioSon who is 3 called her mommy!!!!

SD3 killin me!

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We had this awesome week of watching mama mia and dancing and popcorn and just a generally awesome week. She was so sweet and wanted to be by e the whole time. AS SOON as grandma came here she turned into a little crybaby evil step child. I laid her and my son dow for nap and she started crying for grandma.....gma got up from taking a rest and reading to lay in bed with her and sing songs for an hour......WTF its no wonder that my SD doesnt listen or respect me.

Wierd! my sons dad is cleanaing up possibly

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ok so i dont blog about my ex really ever. he is a tweaker in tucson and would show u nce a year and try to play dad for 2 hours. so ive cut all communication. He had his mom call me (i think he asked her to anyway) and she went off about how hes getting clean and blah blah blah. I feel bad bc i really dont want to hear from him me and my DH dont have to fight about him or the kids and we only have his baby mama issues. The only real thing i want from my ex is some damn back child support and to pay me back for the things he got in my name with my ss# that i had to pay off!!!!

Best XmAS idea i have had for my kids!

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I have 3 sons (5,3,19months) and SD3 well my boys always want to play with SD dress up stuff and all the accessories but people always say NO b/c its girls stuff (I for one dont really care they are kids) So after Halloween i went to the stores and got costumes for like 85% off and bought a vintage wooden and metal trunk....so now i will have boy dress up and girl dress up in a really cool trunk.

just another thought

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My DH and i hav ebeen together it seems like forever but we started back up after a 9 month break when i moved to tucson but anyway when his daughter was born I wasnt all dumb about it I was excited for him and when i met the BM on 4th of just (3 days after she had my SD) I was nice and my DH told me b4 she got there to not make fun of him bc he is big...i told him wtf she just had a baby and not to bemean...well she was "a little big" but who really cares i figured she must have a good personality....nope.

LUCKY BM for sleeing with the right guy

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I cannot even believe how lucky my SD BM is! She lucked out sleeping with my husband b/c any other guy would have told her to f**k off. Granted my H told her he didnt want a child with her and offered to pay for (nasty) abortion and she refused. So he manned up and was there when she was born and it has been all about the girl since then. Some1 please explain to me how i cant get a phone call from my BS dad on birthday.....i guess i married a good guy but the rest of his family is ANNOYING! Especially MIL SIL and Aunt.

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