SD 3 is my light in this cloud of gray . I miss her laugh and smiles. I hate saying this but I don't want to go to sleep. Yes SD is still up cudling me and watching smurfs. She doesn't want to sleep and I am being selfish for once and letting her stay up late. I work at 645 but don't care. I don't know when I will see her again.

I miss hearing ... mommy ... yes baby... I love you. She says it at the most random times and makes me smile.

Sd wants to say hi.....

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Thank you to all the people who are supportive on here. You keep me from going crazy.