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Well I was pregnant but now I'm not

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Submitted by briarmommy on Thu, 07/07/2011 - 7:11pm

Well I was in a lot of pain earlier and then realized I was bleeding. I was a little over a month pregnant and I lost the baby. I didn't even now I was pregnant, I thought maybe a few days ago and was going to go get a test this weekend. I don't need the test now. I don't know why I am so emotional over this I didn't even know I was pregnant and I wasn't far along but I still can't stop crying. To make things worse my SS is here and I can't even stand to look at him right now I just want him to leave but he is going to be here till Monday. I just want to deal with this and nothing else and the sound of his voice is even killing me right now. My DH called off work and my mom came over so they are taking care of the kids but I can hear him and its making me even more stressed. I just want him to leave ............I can't deal with this and him and I want him out of my home so much right now.

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Submitted by queen-B on Thu, 07/07/2011 - 7:34pm

Oh God, I'm so sorry!!! I woke up on Valentine's day, two days after having my pregnancy confirmed, to heavy bleeding. I had to drive me ss to school and then drive myself to the doctor. To this day I have no idea how I managed to make it through that day that I lost my baby. I have no words that can help, but you're not alone, and not wanting to deal with another woman's children (especially if that woman is a waste of space) is totally reasonable. Take care of yourself right now, and my prayers are with you!!!

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Submitted by Tmoore on Thu, 07/07/2011 - 8:02pm

I am sorry to hear that. I would ask DH husband to take SS home and ask your mommy to take your kids to her house...alone time with hubby, or hell kick him out also...if that is what you need.

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Submitted by Ex4life on Thu, 07/07/2011 - 8:27pm

Has anyone else noticed the increase in SM's having miscarraiges on this site? Could it be the stress of being a SM? It's not like we lead an easy life here.

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Submitted by alwaysanxious on Thu, 07/07/2011 - 10:27pm

Sweetie I am so sorry. This happened to me in April. SO and I were excited for a week and then the bleeding started. Hugs

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Submitted by stepmom-at20 on Fri, 07/08/2011 - 3:59am

I am so sorry for your loss, I have had it happen to me two times already and the doctors couldnt find anything physically wrong with me.I do blame the stress BM and SS put me through. it takes time to heal It is one of the hardest things to go through my last one happen in november and i still cry some days and I resent every time ss is here with us I really wish he wasnt around.

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Submitted by majka on Fri, 07/08/2011 - 7:02am

Oh I'm so so sorry for you (((HUGS))) I have never had to go through this, but I can not even imagine. Sad Sad Sad

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Submitted by briarmommy on Fri, 07/08/2011 - 7:04am

Thank you all for your comments and support, I appriciate you all and this site more then you can know. My DH is sending my SS to his mothers today thank God so tonight I can just be relax and spend time with my daughter. I am thanking God for her every minute since this happened she is the best thing to ever happen to me so I am just going to focus on that and try to get on with it. Thank you again to all of you.