The day I give three quarters of a shit about what BM thinks is the day that pigs fly. I could give a crap and a half less what she thinks or has to say about any and all of the following; Me, My parenting techniques, My life, My personality, My looks, FDH and My relationship, and what I think about her. She is such a classy lady that I already know plenty of times over what she thinks of all the above. Therefore I can't be bothered with worrying about anything other than my relationships with FDH and Skids. The only reason I would censor or delete these is if I felt there was a danger in my skids seeing what I wrote. Not because I am ashamed, but because I feel that my thoughts and feelings on the situation are very uncensored and have no need for child eyes. Plus I try my hardest to use this site to vent my thoughts and frustrations but be the bigger person in everyday life. I can express my petty feelings here and behave civily IRL. That's what this is all about right? Either way I have a really hard time taking opinions and criticisms about my thoughts and beliefs from someone who has earned no respect from me. I can't take a hypocrite and lesser person seriously. And BM is just that. A lesser person and a hypocrite. Maybe not to her kids. But the rest of us know.

Yes. For some reason BM and her Mother go through periods where they actually stalk me. At one point, when the skids were younger they actually hired a professional to get 'something' on ME!

I try to keep my internet foot print small now.

I had to change my identity on this site b/c GG came dangerously close to breeching it. He practically put me through a wall b/c he found out I had been EMAILING a fellow Stalker about StepHELL.

I wouldn't care if BM knows exactly what a piece of shit I know she is. DH has told me more than I need to know about her. How she slept with teachers in high school, had ONSs, affairs during marriage, etc. Long affair with heroin addict that she married. Tossed out her kids to the streets as teens so she could move the heroin addict in (who else would sleep with a warthog). Much of this stuff is ten or twenty years old and she is the member now of a very, very conservative church.

I know the stuff is true - DH will defend her to the nth degree. He thinks she is a good woman - these are just little tidbits I have gleaned over the years in conversation. But I could SO trash her at her church and job if I so wanted (in a very passive aggressive manner) - like "isn't is so nice she cleaned up her act and went from being whore of the world to the church lady."

But that is not me. I don't feel the need to do crap like that. I may bitch here. Plus I happen to know that she is NOT now the upstanding church lady. Still trying to get DH to meet her alone when her DH is gone. The youngest kid is 24. She is still a whore who can't keep her legs shut - she just does a better job of hiding it now. So I bitch here and do NOT spread rumors about her at her job or church or in the community. Helps me get it out without me being a bitch in public.

I HOPE BM finds me on here and knows exactly what a POS mother I think she is. However, that would require her to put down the wine bottle for five minutes to figure out how to use the internets.