I got a job!!!!! Put my application in Monday morning they called Tuesday for an interview Wednesday morning i left with the necessary paperwork to get my cdl as long as I pass I'm hired!!!!! I'm so stoked one step closer to being self dependent again. Which I think is a very good thing since he lied once again. They are still talking everyday he even initiated it the first of the week with a 7 minute call. I think he was just trying to say what would make me happy thinking I wouldn't follow through with getting a job and go back to watching their two. He was a first class jerk yesterday morning before I left for the interview and then last night in the middle of home depot he was asking questions about when I start and how much which lead into I get to take my two babies with me so no sitter fees that lead to if he had found anyone to watch his kids and him paying 75% of the bill. In the middle of the store we had it out ugh I cant believe I even participated. He is pissed I'm sticking to not watching the boys informed me I don't care about them thus none of it is my problem he even acted like she never accused me of mistreating their oldest when I asked him why he would want me to watch them when she's accusing me of mistreating x he asked what are you talking about. Seriously you spent thirty minutes arguing with her about how I treat him jerk never responded. Haven't spoken since back to tense silence so much for the agreement of us starting to talk more to each other he lied about that too!!! Oh how I hate this life I'm living. The thought of sharing a child is getting easier to digest then staying and putting up with this. I wanted so bad to give him his ring back this morning and tell him this belongs to you, you don't act like my husband or part of our family and I'm no longer willing to accept anything less then a man that does both.