i am completely alone
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i am so at the end of my rope. sd11 is a horrible child and daddy seems to not want to deal with it. i told him i was going to disengage and he just says 'whatever'. just today she told me how i dont want to do anything with her, even when she is good. i didnt want to get into it with her.
today i went to visit a friend and it was like stepping in a different world. her house was so calm and inviting, no yelling or imature remarks and gestures from her fiance. everyone was so....adult like. then i get home and have to deal with shit here. my bf is so angry and sarcastic all the time. and so hyper too. i cant take it. i feel the need to grow up and be mature and i'd like for my bf to be the same.
i feel so alone.
I completely understand
I completely understand where you are coming from. I feel the same way in my house.
My two sons and I moved in with my fiance over a year ago and I think it was a huge mistake.
He has isolated me from being myself. He convinced me to quit my job to be home with the boys which I thought was so nice until a year later I am trapped. I know I need to get back on my feet.
His children are grown and daughter 22 can do NO wrong in his eyes. I think he is a selfish inmature person.
So, I hope you are perhaps in a little different situation and do not feel trapped. I have started looking for jobs and get my life back in order. Do not lose control of your life and who you are. I know it is easy to do.
But, you can make the difference.
Good Luck!!
You are not alone
You have your cyber friends here!! Were you able to work out the $$$ question?
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Age cannot wither her, nor custom stale
Her infinite variety.
William Shakespeare, "Antony and Cleopatra", Act 2 scene 2You are not alone
You have your cyber friends here!! Were you able to work out the $$$ question?
_________________________________________________________
Age cannot wither her, nor custom stale
Her infinite variety.
William Shakespeare, "Antony and Cleopatra", Act 2 scene 2