TOTALLY OT - miscarriage? a little TMI

I'm at work at my desk trying to hold it together. I think I'm having a miscarriage (didn't even know I was pregnant). I go to the doctor in 45 minuts. It started out bleeding earlier this week (a week before period is due)..I NEVER have breakthru. I AM on the pill also..but got pregnant on the pill before - go figure.

I started bleeding, but not alot..it would stop. This has been going off and on all week..than last night I started having really bad lower dull pains in my uterus area..and than this am I've been having back pains.

I'm at work, I can't tell anyone and have to act like everything is fine. I'm holding back tears at work and my FH can't leave work to bring me to the dr's. I'm feeling lightheaded but that is just probably due to the thoughts I'm having and not knowing what is going on.

I just had to let it out somewhere..while I continue to hold it together til' it's time to drive to the dr.

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Im soo sorry

hopefully you are not miscarrying and its nothing bad..Please let us know what the doctors says..I will keep you in my thoughts..
HUGS to you hon..

"The future's uncertain and the end is always near." Jim Morrison

yes, please let us know

and please please please be careful getting yourself to the doctors!

{{{{{HUGS}}}}}

ty

I feel weird posting it now, ut honest I needed some support right now. I don't know why my BF is not answering her email or phone, prob. in a meeting at work..

"He grew up in my heart, not my belly"

Honey we are here

Honestly,I think you should go to emergency, I'm very worried for you right now. I have had a miscarraige (most women do at some point) and I know how you feel. You don't have to be strong right now. Please take care of yourself. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

We all smile in the same language

YW

dont feel weird, just know we are here for you..

"The future's uncertain and the end is always near." Jim Morrison

have you ever had

have you ever had any trouble with fibroids? I did a long time ago and they gave me the same symptoms you described.

sasha

No I haven't..but I googled my symptoms and taht did come up also..I guess I can only wait for another half hour. I'm probably making a big deal out of nothing

"He grew up in my heart, not my belly"

well why don't you just

get ready to go now? Give yourself some time to calm yourself and a little extra time getting to the doctors, because you're going to drive reeeaaalll slowwwww, right? Can you leave now?

I'm so sorry...

Hope everything is ok and that you're not miscarrying. Hugs to you.

(((HUGS))))

Now get yourself to the doctor!

Take a deep breath and I am sure everything will be just fine. Maybe it is just a cyst. My sister gets them pretty bad like that. Hang in there and get going! Don't drive yourself crazy, like Sasha said, just get going and take a minute to gather your composure.

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~You have to BE crazy to UNDERSTAND crazy!~ ; )

Oh, gosh

You must be in such a state! I'm so sorry, kaffonseca. Am thinking of you.

HUGS!

- You are not second best, you are not second class. Do not ever let anyone make you feel that way. (2Bloved)

I just had one last month

You can't rent space in my head, I reserve the right to evict you.

...so please go to the doctor. I hope and pray that this isn't the case for you. I don't wish that kind of pain on anybody.

I hope you are ok!

Do you feel any better?

"A lie told often enough becomes the truth." - Vladimir Lenin

I've miscarried,

and it is not pretty.

My miscarriage brought about a lot of bleeding. I was in a lot of pain, and I had a suspicion I had miscarried but my doctor confirmed it. I was living in my worst nightmare.

(((HUGS))) & I hope and pray everything is ok for you.

I miscarried too...and it

I miscarried too...and it was A LOT of blood. I refused to let them do a D & C (I was 11 weeks) so I bled for a month. It was baaad. If its not a lot of blood and you were on the pill, then hopefully its not that. Let us know what happens!

"You never realize how short a month is until you pay child support"

Kaffonseca... are you ok?

Hope all is well.

thank you

for the concern and best wishes I received..thank you so much..it didn't seem like much..but it kept me sane for the 15 minutes before my dr. appt. on Friday..

I went to the dr. on Friday with my symptoms and she was quick to tell me I had a UTI (Urinary Tract Infection). I KNEW she was wrong. I know my body and I know being a mom and having miscarried a twin (my BD was a twin and the other twin detached at 2 months) that what was going on with my body was not normal. She gave me an internal and said taht I was probably"starting my period early"....so she put me on antiobiotics.

Over the weekend I felt worse...fever..muscle aches..cramping was worse and bleeding..and I started bleeding some very small clots (TMI sorry)

I went to my OBGYN first thing Monday am. She did a two urine tests..one came out positive, the other negative. She gave me an internal ultrasound..and determined that I had a "chemical" pregnancy..basically the egg fertilized but didn't attach and therefore "miscarrieD" but it's before you even miss a period. She said it is actually more common than alot of people think but because it's before you miss a period alot of women don't really pay attention.

I had developed an infection though and the antibiotics my primary had given me for the UTI was resistant to the infection so they put me on new ones..and finally today I'm feeling alive again.

I'm sad a little, but honestly we weren't ready for a child either..so it's the Lord's will.

But thank you all soo much!

"He grew up in my heart, not my belly"