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I know this is coming from out of "nowhere" and I haven't been on here in a while......but I am throwing in the towel,

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Submitted by RustyHalo on Fri, 02/26/2010 - 10:23pm

raising the white flag of surrender, and with my tail between my legs.....I AM LEAVING.

Actually, let me re-phrase that:

With my head held high, with grace, poise, and dignity (outside appearances only), I AM LEAVING.

On the inside, I feel all the things I listed above.

Too much to put into this blog right now and I am exhausted from a week of hell, but feeling rejuvenated at the thought of getting out of here with my daughter and just having...........peace..........quiet...........no drama..........a routine...........a life. A life without all the focus being on FH, skids, and BM.

In all reality, I am leaving for a couple of weeks. I need to regroup, refresh, and regenerate myself with my daughter. FH has no idea this is coming. Good. Too bad, so sad. (how juvenile does that sound? LOL)

Will fill you all in on this crap at a later time.

Time to go to bed.

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Submitted by TheBrightSide on Fri, 02/26/2010 - 10:37pm

Welcome to the club my sista!....There IS life on the other side!

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Submitted by Sita Tara on Fri, 02/26/2010 - 11:19pm

Hmmm...I always heard there was an afterlife. Just never thought it would be relative to my H and bpd SD.

Interesting!

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Submitted by Stepmom1966 on Sat, 02/27/2010 - 5:31pm

Good for you. I remember the good old days before FH moved in & the skids tried to take over my house. Me & my 3 children lived in such peace. There are some days I just want to say "Get OUT" because I can't deal with the circus the skids bring. There's never a moment of peace. Good luck to you.

*I know the voices in my head arn't real...But they do have some great ideas!!

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Submitted by Most Evil on Sat, 02/27/2010 - 5:39pm

Don't tempt me honey! It would be so wonderful sometimes, to be free again!!! But maybe you want to talk about what happened . . ?
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