Rags,

In the divorce i got out of it a single wide mobil home, some call it a chit shack. its a home to me better than sleeping in my car. or on the street. i didnt get allonmoney . he was a very smart man. i just wanted the divorce. well when i moved next door because its next to his home. i started getting dog chit tossed on my truck 3 flat tires and the same with my grandaughter. he would make smart mouth comments. but their was nothing i could do because you have to have proof. but i know it was him. one day i said cant we just be friends because we live next door to each other. he said ok.. well me being the nice person that i am i kept over looking his very vulger comments. he talks and treats me worse then before. my truck was broken i had know way to fix it and know one else to turn to it costs 1800.00 to fix it and he paid for it. he told me he owed me that. and he did and more but im good with that. when i got divorced the laywers had me sign up for social security its not much. all the money i had went on a lawyer it took all i had. ive been trying to find work but im in a small towm and with this cov19 going on makes it even harder. he wants to get back together and get married. NO way would i ever make that mistake . men have been asking me out but i cant and wont i have come to the point i dont trust men anymore sorry its so long

Stepdrama,

i always ask God to see me through . I had so much peace after we ended it. now even trying to be just friends isnt working he talks to me like im a hooker that he just picked up off the street. im not like that. he thinks he is all that just because he has money. I dont miss being with him and i have know regretts.

yes they are maybe i was a fool in saying we could be friends only because i needed him to stop. but he will never change