DH *forgot* to tell me that my SIL called him last night and asked for me to call her.

Yup. He had a hard, long day at work. BUT he did manage to sort out SS's stuff with BM and call the doctor to pay, AND text and call SD. So they are worth interrupting his day, but not me?

Well, my SIL showed up at my door this morning with baby to babysit, just as DH and I were getting ready to head out. And he laughed at me. He claims he was laughing to hide his anger at himself. He claims to be sorry, and I just cannot believe it.

Well, today I was supposed to be my day to have the car, but since I had stay at home and babysit he took it instead. I did send a couple emails to him at work regarding this whole mis-communication and I'm practically pleading with him to simply be more respectful and courteous and timely in his communication with me, to make it a priority to communicate with me respectfully and in a timely manner. He thinks I'm "assaulting him about him and his ex", so I compared it to how he deals with his co-workers instead.

Anyway, he just sent an email to say that someone hit our car and left and the car is badly off. When I asked what I could do to help, he says, "Just keep sending more emails, of how badly I treated you… I still have room for more before I explode!"

I wanted to try to take the bus today and go out. I still don't have a clue about the plan with the kids. He's not communicating with me about what's going to happen with OUR car. I am really really tired of sitting around, wasting my life waiting to be informed. I just told him I won't bother him anymore, and of course, he won't be contacting me - he's pretty good at that.

These are the days I wished I never quit my good job, and moved to a whole new country with no family and friends here and no money of my own and no transportation of my own. I love my kids, I even love my husband, but maybe I should have valued my independence a little bit more.