First Global developmental delay with low tone, then Inattentive ADD and now to put the icing on the cake now they think 6 yr old BS has a mood disorder or ODD ( Obsivie Defiant Disorder) I don't know what else I can do I feel so overwhelmed I don't know if I can take much more.

The temper tanturms are completely out of control sometimes. Last night he started into a tantrum at bed time all because I was busy so DH went ot give him his asthma medicine and he wanted me too. So, needless to say the tantrum began and lasted about an hour it started over medicine and just progressed into anything he could think of to try and be mad about. (these tantrum included kicking hitting throwing things screaming yelling etc......) Anyway, he finally crashes about 10pm. Get up this morning and he was fine I tell him as I was dropping him off at school that he won't be riding the bus I will be picking him up and he seems ok with that. Boy oh boy was I wrong, I go to the school at 12:30 to pick him up, as I am waiting for him in the office his teacher walks in and asked me to come down to the class room he won't come with her. So, I walk down to the room and have to physically pry him out of his desk while the entire class stared at him. It took everything I had to carry him kicking and screaming to the car, I then had to hold him down in his boster seat to seat belt him in. He screams and cries all the way to the doctors office and then refuses to get out of the car and locks the doors. I finally get him into the office and he just stands there with his little arms crossed, the nurse comes out and calls his name and he won't move I once again have to carry him kicking and screaming back to the exam room. Needless to say the whole staff wittnessed his fit. So now the doctor thinks that on top of the Global Developmental Delay, Inattentive ADD, and low tone he may have Obseive Difiant Disorder(not sure of spelling) or a Mood disorder

I am to the poing I am ready to give up I just don't know what to do, what to think or where to turn. He seemed so out of control today that I am begining to think maybe his dad is right and he would be better off with him (he says he doesn't have any problems like I do with him although I know he has had fits on him to I have talked to people that have witnessed them). MY GOD WHAT KIND OF MOTHER AM I?????? HAVE I LOST MY MIND, HE IS MY CHILD THAT I LOVE MORE THAN ANYTHING WHY WOULD I EVEN FEEL THIS WAY. I can't belive that the thought has even crossed my mind.

Any suggestions?????
Crystal