After all the fight my partner had with his sister, and he had with me also, he took his messy princess to BM's home and he is looking after her when BM is at work, which is all day from 10 Am until midnight. He is not spending any minute for me, he is not coming home, he took my car and he is watching her princess who is not even close to be a princess 24/7. All i asked from him was find a job and go to work. Or ask BM to ask her mom to watch that girl a few days a week, or teach her to stay home a few hours, so we can spend a few hours alone. But nope, what he chose?

So I am sick for a few days now, really pain in stomach and feel sick. Cant eat and I work from 8 am until 1 am today. I couldn't rest at home because Sd was there all the time and I just locked the door of bedroom to not hear her voice playing GTA with her friend. Today DH sister called me and she asked why is your voice not good I told her I'm not good she said its stress and it's all about the stress my brother gives you. Did he start the job I said no. Did she left SD at home to she can learn to live there and wait for SD a few hours, I said no.

So after all talking with you and with DH sisters, i told him we need to talk and he sais ok. His sister also talked to him a few days ago, so he knew what was this about. SD is coming to our town today again. So we talked, i told him you dont have to be angry or shout, we will talk like human! He said ok, and honestly he was very calm, and he listened to me. So i told him that i'm sorry but i cant do it like this anymore, i cant have SD in our home 7/24 every day. I had this enough for a few years and she is a big girl now, she has  a mom too and we have to find a solution.

Its 4 in the morning and I can't stop crying. I feel so alone.