Finally the whole blending attempt came to an end with me calling it off for good after 2 1/2 years .SO, or ex SO is packing his and SD 8's bags and I will stay with my kids in this house.Right now , even after all those month of struggling with the blending and SO's lack of trying to work on things- I feel totally shattered and blue.I am so sad that this rs was obviously never worth enough for him to fight for and come to a therapist with me.
I also feel like a failure because I couldn't make him happy or managed to stay happy being in the house here with SD.
I need to get back on my feet quickly, can't stay in this horrible mess for too long.
Can someone maybe assure me it was the right thing to do?I can't stop crying.