First of all thank you guys for all of your support I TOOK THE PROMOTION but I asked my boss for a day or two to make sure this is what I want but I am pretty sure. This day could not be anymore perfect. I just got home and baby was waking up from his nap. With his little sausage roll legs stretching and his huge blue eyes opening. I was brushing his white blonde hair with my fingers and saying "ma ma is home, ma ma is home". I swear he said mama in a breath whisper like "mahhh ma". He hasn't said it again yet though

But I was in tears. I am determined more than ever to be a great mom and business woman. I believe and I have worked hard for everything I have accomplished.

I love you steptalk. I really do you guys are always there even when my own family doesn't support me or believe in me you guys did. Reading your messages last night had me in happy tears. Thank you guys so much and my 8month old BS is trying to say "thank you for believing in my mommy" By smacking the computer keys lol.