Hi everybody, I am new.

I'm not really a step mom and given whatever is happening now, I do not see myself becoming one.
I was hopping to come here and get some advice, and most importantly, express my fustration towards my boyfriends' two children. hoping it'd get the air off me so I couldn't have to screen and storm out of the house.

A little introduction if you will follow my story in the future.
- Boyfriend. The best guy I couldn't ever had. He is the only reason why I'm tolerating all the crap.
- SD (I'll call her SD anyway). 7 yr old. Very sweet kid. But since i don't like kid, it's not really sweet to me. She has a special way of making people go crazy with her sweetest voice and "always play with me attitude." She is very sensitive towards everything, dust, animals, whatever alive. Cries daily. Because of her, I cannot have any pets at all in the house. And I'm a super animal lover.
- SS. 5 yr old. Super skinny and has a problem eating. Takes 2 hours to eat sometimes and bad attitude. Always questionning and he tries his best to make everything negative.
- BM of the kids. None working BM who is little selfish and can exlode sometimes, I do not blame her.

Was with my boyfriend for two years before I decided to move in. Don't know if this will ever work. The kids seem to be nice enough but for some reason I just can't stand them. It started great but everything went south lately.