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Sick of Feeling Guilty!!

kymberleem1's picture

Sad I want to start out by saying me and my Fiance have been toghther 3 years We have an 8 month old Little Girl Toghther and I have a 4 Year old boy From a previous Relationship.. I hate my own home every other weekend when he gets his 2 girls ( whom I can't stand and will explain why..) We also get his Son every other weekend he doesn't bother me in the least I like having him around he is 16 years old very nice respectful properly raised.. I feel.. He has a 7 year old and 10 year old Daughther from a previous relationship.. They Have got to be the most annoying, Rude, Loud, Messy non listening children I have ever seen in my whole life time.. I CANT STAND THEM this is saying it nicely.. They keep Bringing HEADLICE into my damn house I AM FED UP!!!! Every time they leave I have to spray down my whole house and clean all towel blankets pillows and bedding We delice there hair and 2 weeks later they come back again still with nits in there hair!!! When I tell them to do something they don't listen.. My boyfriend is in complete denial!! He swears it is all my fault.. They dont pick up after themselves they are total slobs they destroy my sons room with no responsibility to clean it up!!!!!! That is left to me at the end of the weekend. The little one I swear she loves her own voice and never shuts up about complete nonsense and has her head shoved in her dads ass all weekend constantly asking were is my dad if he leaves the room.. The 10 year old is mean as can be hits my 4 year old does not share.. Breaks things hides it when she does. Talks to herself and we always have problems with her being a huge Cry baby who always wants to run to her grandmas house because she spoils the little brats... I am just at a lose he is mad at me Because I refuse to keep his kids for him for Summer Break while he works... I also have an income I was recently laid off and I am collecting unemployment Just incase somone wants to say something about that... I don't feel like inconviencing my own life for these children anymore.. There mother excpects him to follow the guidline visitation but is never on time to pick up her chilren.. She is ALWAYS LATE hours late and always has an excuse!He always puts up with it to be honest I CAN"T WAIT TILL SUNDAY WHEN THEY LEAVE.. It is supposed to be at 6 but never is... I love my Boyfriend so much this is why I continue to deal with these brats.. I don't want him to not have contact with them.. He is a great Dad and loves all his kids I just hate having to constantly want to be somewhere else when they come here. What do I do!!!!

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truebloodfreak's picture

are his kids there for the whole summer???? maybe u guys could put the girls in a day summer camp so u can get. break during the day. i live with my skids so i never get a break. I've learned to try and never be home. after work i go on errands or visit family and friends. but sometimes i just come home and relax bit its hard i feel like i just have to close the door and.to my room and stay in there.