I did'nt wait up for bf last night, it was 9.45pm and I was so tired after a crappy night, I just went to bed, he had to stay late at work, I know that this is true has he told me about it weeks ago, I wonder whats going on his head? I spoke to my Father about it today, he said that if BF dos'nt take my feelings seriously then I should leave him, I agree, Im not feeling upset today, more resolute really, I just need to know if he's going to make an effort or carry on being ineffective/guilty Daddy, My illness is'nt to good, stress tends to make me worse, when your home life is stressful it makes you ill even if you were not in the first place. So we shall see what happens tonight.