Amazingly enough, I am wrong and he is right...and he claims not to be drunk (like I can't tell after 12yrs)...but he got mad at me and went to bed and fell asleep at 8PM...sure...whatever...idiot did the same for his bday, while our son waited patiently at home w/me with a perfectly decorated table for his bday, appetizers, a pretty cake our son picked out...and well, of course, again it was his bday and he should spend it how he wants...even if that means not w/us...good, then he can do the same from now on. Funny but for MY bday I wanted to go out with him and our son, and he made alternate plans to invite people over...and I just went along w/what he wanted, although I preferred to spend it going out with my husband and son since I have no car and I'm normally home 24/7...idiot...

This is going from bad to worse...but until I can get a job, I feel stuck...sigh

It really is just a sign of how truly selfish he is. And a sign that I'm an idiot for thinking he really cared. I just wish this job offer I got a while back actually happened (it stopped because of the Japan earthquake and I was to be working on a project with the Japanese...sigh).

From now on I will make sure I don't do a darn thing for him on any of those days. He has never been like this and now that we are away from my family he has turned into a huge ass. From now on I will make sure I travel and get out of here for our anniversary, in which after 10yrs stupid me married him and for our first true wedding anniversary, he also got drunk the night before and calmly let everyone know that he was not celebrating our wedding anniversary because what meant something to HIM was the day we began dating...although it meant something to me. Go figure. It's all about him and everyone thinks he's a freaking saint.

I always said I would not dump his behind because of his pathetic ex and daughter, but this has nothing to do with them. And I have already told him that. This relationship will end because of him being so freaking selfish...