This is a continuation of my blog about being able to say no to SK's coming over sick, FishNchip continues to send them over anyway and I am expected to just deal with it. "If they're on antibiotics they're not contagious, so Henny will just have to deal with it"..yeah. thanks, and that isn't neccesarily true. So last week Whinerina comes over and with a note for us to go P/U her cough medicine at the pharmacy..I was annoyed but kept to myself..what ever, doesn't matter what I say anyway, I stay away let him deal with her and coughing all night. He slept on the couch with her.

ok self...you know we have the SK every wednesday, you talk to yourself all day, talk yourself up to be excited and happy when you get home. Make plans in your head to have a nice night with them, even stop to get cookie dough to bake cookies. yup, driving home quite smitten with self, park, think how happy the kids will be to do cookies, open door...and immediately I am in a sour mood. why? why do I do this. No one did anything, no one said anything, no one is arguing. Am I just that much of a bit$%?

So, in January I bought tickets to see a concert that DH wanted to see for May 1st. Today he tells me he has to look for a babysitter for that night since it's his weekend. I told him we didn't have to do that, I would get my mom to watch my DS and his parents would keep his DD. He says, well what about SSD. I use SSD since it's his step daughter from his first marriage that he continues to take out of obligation and "it's easier than arguing with BM" even though it's not his BD. His parents don't want to take her and she doesn't even know my mother.