shes only been here for 2 hours and im already hiding out in my room! lol

H is sleeping because hes oh so tired from driving and working overnight, so shes out in the living room with my mom driving her crazy im sure lol. I dont know what it is, i love my sd, but like my title says i am REALLY not anotherperson'skidperson. I like babies maybe because they cant run around. I am not ready for my space to be invaded for 6 more days i know i wont feel this way about my own kids (as in not wanting them around), and by then i'll be ready for them. and it doesnt help with this stuff going on with H, because who knows this might be the last time I ever see sd again. I dont mind being around her when H is around because he controls her, but when he's sleeping like he is now... UGH. and though he works overnights its not so bad because she goes to sleep when he leaves work and usually wakes up about an hour after he's here then I leave for work in the morning. BUT tomorrow I am off, and my mom wont be here so i'll have to deal with her while H is asleep. oh well i guess...