got a book based on a recommendation from mommylove a long time ago. its called Too Good To Leave, Too Bad To Stay by Mira Kirshenbaum. About helping you decide if you want to stay in the relationship you're in. Really hoping it helps me! after me and H had our talk, I am so not sure anymore. I mean Im not happy still, but when hes in a good mood I almost forget about wanting to leave. I dont know... and now hes more for going to marriage counseling than he was before, but now I am not sure it will be even worth it.

Anyway, guess bm isnt going to leave her 2nd baby daddy anytime soon. Shes due in June I think. Sd FINALLY mentioned that bm was preggo. I just happened to ask sd if they still lived with the baby daddy, since sd didnt hardly mention bm or her bf at all. Thats when she said yes and that bm was preggo. dh said that sd is starting to read better. I guess that means no surfing or blogging this site when shes next to me anymore bm offered to let H have sd on her spring break next week, which is shocker since its her year per the new CO or maybe she's getting tired of sd lol she let us have her the whole xmas break too... Were down a person at work, so ive been working overtime (which im thankful for!) and a person goes on vacay next week, so we'll be down 1 extra person, so i'll be working 6 days Im sure!