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Never ending surprise and frustration!

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today we made bunnies and traced cars and played with play dough! Aparently someone wasn't aloud to play it cause it was messy?! I told him that's what makes it fun! He was worried about cleaning up before dad got home in case he got mad about the mess! I think I might start a journal to help keep track of this stuff in case it's ever an issue? He waited all day for her to call yesterday and she didn't! He was sad when it was bed time and I asked if he was ok and he started sobbing that he missed his mom! Probably wondering what he did wrong that she never called? Couldn't sleep at all just fuming mad cause we get to deal with all this and get set back every time she talks to him! He called again this morning and no answer! I sat with him in his room while he cried and told him that he was here because we love him and not because he did anything wrong and nothing is his fault and he doesn't owe anyone for any reason! We ate out yesterday and he tried paying for his which we told him was crazy cause it's a parents job to feed cloth and provide for kids and he shouldn't worry about money! So when she did call he was so excited to tell her about his tooth and as he talked it was like someone popped a balloon he just crumpled listening to her complain for what ever reason? He told her he was planning on visiting her this summer and his aunt too then cone home here, she made him feel guilty and said he still had time to make up his mind. He told her he missed her and wanted to go home, telling her what she wants to hear. I could just hurt them all! Put them all in a room and give them a small piece of my mind! They are tearing his poor heart to pieces because of selfishness! Sigh! That feels better! Just needed to rant! Thanks!