Hit after hit in my life has left me rather debilitated in an emotional sense. However, I wanted to write this blog to mentally go over all of the good, bad, and ugly. I joined this site years ago, and had to delete my account because BM found out about it due to my grievous mistake of making my username too recognizable. This site is a sanctuary for women (and some men) like me. I have had to lurk in the shadows; been afraid, even on here, to post true thoughts and feelings. Not tonight. For my sanity, this needs to happen. Hopefully it won't be too epic lol.