So, Im not sure if its allergies or whatever but I have had a consistent headache for a week now! It must have been a premonition that BM was planning to go off her rocker again but I am too tired and headachey to get into the details.

This post is just how I feel at the moment. Im tired of BM drama, the woman in a vindictive psycho and no matter how many conversations DH and I have about why she is like that, it doesnt matter. I have been there fighting tooth and nail next to him for the past 6 1/2 years. Im tired of it! It is his battle to fight. If she wont let him see his kids, so be it. No judge, no mediator, no attorney, no one is going to get through to her and I am tired of helping compose emails to someone so irrational. Im tired of goin gto court and being broke.

I have my own life too, you know. Might be hard to see in the shadow of DH's baggage. I didnt bring kids, exes, etc. into the mix. Im just trying to live my life, as happy as it can be. It doesnt help that DH has pissed me off recently-another long story. Makes me just think.........