I have a few updates, just to keep things current.
After last weeks miscarriage and all the emotion that came before, during and after, I am feeling much better. DH and I had an argument and he let it out that he resents me for not letting him know I thought I might be pregnant before I took off on my trip to the mountains. He is pretty upset because I should have told him and he would have tried to convince me not to go on a big trek. I get his point. I didn't want to say anything unless I was sure and I thought it was ok doing that. I still have mixed feelings about that. I don't think I list the baby because if my hike, but DH thinks that means I never had any intention of having the baby. I think this will take some time to honestly work through.
DH has a lot if work again, but the landlord of the shop is still threatening to evict him.
Sd18 is 7 months pregnant. DH has not made a move to meet the guy again; he resents his dishonesty more than anything else. I have not met him yet either. SD is coming over this afternoon to start on a baby blanket. We met last night at the yarn store to pick out some beautiful soft washable wool in a pretty mauve. I paid for most of it; that's me trying hard still....SD said I did not have to and thanked me sincerely. I look forward to us three girls spending the afternoon together. Yesterday at the store, was the first time she showed me her belly( no jacket to hide it) and she looked so cute. She carries it all in the front, not getting chubby all around. The store clerk asked if these were my daughters and I said yes. I glanced over at her and she looked at me and smiled. That warmed my heart.

I am not as exhausted, but still drained emotionally. Hormones kinda suck.
Thanks all for all the support through this.