I haven't even posted my part 2 if my first blog, I'm just annoyed today, probably because I don't feel well. I have a bd5 bd4 bd1 and 28 weeks pregnant with bs. I have a sd6. I got discharged from the hospital yesterday I had a really bad kidney infection. And am just worn out and exhausted. Heres part of my issue, I think bm should have kept sd last night, I would have if it was my kids. Not taken advantage of the fact that obviously neither of us was working yesterday and sent her over here 2 hours after I got out if the hospital. But whatever. That I need to discuss with so tonight. I am also emotionaly exhausted as yesterday was the 5 year anniversary of my dad passing away from what else renal (kidney) failure. It's been a long week. Now I guess to current issue, which is an ongoing one, my sd6 who is only 7 months older than my bd5 is extremely rude and coniving to my bd. If bd is doing something she has to take over change it to her rules and then, its hard to explain the way she does it but bullies and manipulates my daughter into doing it the way she wants. Idk maybe I am making out to be a bigger deal but sd has ZERO imagination and cannot simply go outside or go in their bedroom and play. Where as my daughters if you send them in their room or outside they can occupy themselves for hours, this is if they are alone or with eachother. The only was sd plays is if she is totally in control. She is not allowed to play dress up at our house anymore since she was always the princess and made my bds be her dogs and she would wave the stupid wand in their face and yell at them " you will do exactly as I say and you will do it now" while they were on all fours and she was towering over them. I'm sorry but oh hell no. I told so that she wasn't allowed to touch the dress to stuff and it gets put away when she's here. I have rambled enough for now thanks for reading if you made it this far sorry for no paragraphs and bad punctuation I'm using my phone.