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One of those days...

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Submitted by newbiemommy on Wed, 09/12/2012 - 1:17pm

Where I look at my life and think,"What the **** have I done!?"
I am so frustrated and fed up with SO. He's just not the guy I pictured I'd sirens the rest of my life with. Even stupid little habits just drive me nuts. Then SD11 will never move out. I will be dealing with her for as long as I'm with him. I hate my life right now. I feel bad about everything. I feel horrible about how I look, diets and exercise only go API far. I found a stash of porn on the computer from SO and it makes me feel even worse about myself. Just one if those days I guess...

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Submitted by Annanymous on Wed, 09/12/2012 - 1:53pm

I'm so sorry you're feeling so down right now. As much as I too have that "looking at porn means you want to look at someone better than me" it isn't true for men like that in most cases. They just want to look at nekkid parts and be pervy. They don't see it as an intimate thing, just a way to get their jollies in the in between days.

I struggle with that myself, as I am a large girl already at 200 and am pregnant on top of that. You're not alone! I even have a SD12 too! Interweb hugs! I hope you feel better tomorrow.

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Submitted by Imgoingtoscream on Wed, 09/12/2012 - 4:42pm

I'm so sorry you're having a bad day! I think we all go through this at some point. I know I have these days too more often than not. I hope it gets better for you! Beer and a loritab always helps me relax. lol

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Submitted by newbiemommy on Wed, 09/12/2012 - 6:15pm

Thank you so much everyone! You have no idea the boost logging on just gave me. I mostly use my phone for stalk so I'mnot sure what the API was about, I meant diet and exercise only goes SO far. Thank you thank you thank you. Even though you are all strangers your words get me through days like today. I just feel so unappreciated and I really feel like SO and the skids just use me. I'm the free ride...