This might be it. A year and a half and I'm not sure there's anything left. We got in this HUGE fight over NOTHING. Literally, absolutely nothing besides him waking up in a pissy mood. Well, its been almost a full day of "f yous" and "this is bs" and "you're such a f'n child" and many other insults which resulted in me balling my eyes out which only pissess him off more... So he leaves in MY car leaving me crying uncontrollably. And out of all this he somehow wants ME to be in the wrong because I wasnt "responding to him" when he woke up pissed. :? I feel like this is all because BM2 aka (miss can do no wrong, wonderful, amazing, mother of my children, I don't know why we didn't make it, perfect) is coming into town next week. I don't know what more there is to say. I feel sick, beaten, broken, tired, like my hearts been ripped out and chewed on. I don't know what more there is to say. And I honestly feel like there is nothing I can say. I know there won't be any apology on his end because he was "justified" in cussing me out all day because I shut down. So here I am, states away from my family, no friends, completely alone. The only part of this that really has to do with SD10 is that I wouldn't ever see her again, and even in this moment I'm not at all sad about it.