As the sun came up on this new day, I was still grinning from the events of last night (see previous blog) and as I'm sitting here drinking my coffee, I'm still grinning...almost smirking actually.

I'm starting to think maybe I really AM the evil SM. I'm normally a very nice, friendly, outgoing person. What you see is what you get. I am fair to everyone, although once you fuck me over, you most likely won't get another chance with me and you'll be well aware of how I feel about you.

So as these little things keep happening, and life continues forward and I just know BM and MIL are wondering what's going on, and trying to get info and can't understand why MIL only gets VM and BM keeps get shut down, and they see and hear about all the good in DH and my life, I know it's driving them CRAZY. And I am enjoying every minute of it.

I'm enjoying watching my DH gain a little more strength every day. I'm enjoying the anticipation of when the "light bulb" flicks on and he gets just how toxic they both are. I imagine (and grin while doing so) DH telling MIL she no longer will speak to him that way, she will no longer speak about his wife that way, etc. The things I can kind of see coming. I just hope I don't get too impatient for them to arrive!

But I find myself grinning and smirking thinking about BM and MIL being frustrated with DH and I getting stronger and closer each day. I giggle when I hear that friends gush about my DH and I and how things are going so smoothly lately and we seem happier than ever, in front of or to MIL or it gets back to BM. Maybe that does make me kinda evil. I may be enjoying it a little too much....