After being verbally assaulted by SS18 so many times, I just wish he would never talk to me again! And I think he knows this, that's why he asks "How was your day?" EVERY F'ING DAY!

I wish when he talked to me it didn't grate on my nerves like fingers down a chalk board. I wish I could completely ignore him, I wish I could pretend like he doesn't exist. I wish he would just move out already! And I wish I could make my conscience shut up!

But of course, my conscience will not let me ignore anyone, no matter how much I despise them. Plus, stupidly, I'm afraid that DH would think I'm being "mean" by ignoring SS. Like I said, stupid I know...but just how my brain is hard wired...I'm too nice and I know it.

So many times when SS is talking, I just want to tell him "I don't give a damn what you say SS. You've burned your bridge with me now leave me the hell alone". But I don't Hopefully someday I will have the nerve to say it and I won't ever have to hear him go on about his stained work shirt, his bald bike tires or how he got hit by yet another car while riding his bike to work (pay attention to the traffic, it's not all about you), or his stupid computer game. I just really don't give a shit about anything that comes out of his mouth...but I only have to put up with him until the end of September. And then he's OUT OF MY HOUSE!